Halloween

The whole Halloween subject is kinda just a joke to me now, like the second you bring up Halloween some girl's gonna shout out how all the girls are trashy because the things they wear. 

Like it's Trashy Day.

No, shut up, it's Halloween.

If girls feel the need to wear nothing, then that's their insecure problem.

I think that most people should stop being so focused on girls and what they're wearing (eventhough i do agree, i don't think that flaunting your body parts should be the way to find a guy) but people should focus on theirself and what they're gonna wear and just ignore the other girls.

Halloween could be a fun night if you don't be all butthurt and judge all the people around you for what they chose to wear.

The Divorce

So since everyone is so obsessed with Kim Kardashian and her little husband Chris Humphries  getting divorced, i decided i'll talk about it as well and how it's like not that great of a deal.
Yeah, divorce is bad and God said it's bad but seriously people get divorced all the time so who cares if she gets divorced? Like stop obsessing about that and focus on something that's more important....
Like the weather. 
And like why would you focus on something that is so metal?
Like wow, they spent $10 million on their wedding and were only married for 72 days.
They win the National Mental Award for the next 234 years.
And what makes me laugh more is that people are making so many assumptions, like they got all married and spent all that money for their little TV show? hahaha idiots.

First Letter

Yesterday I got my first letter from my friend Matt that's in Afghanistan. 

I was so excited and yeah

He filled me in on what has happened since he got there and where he is and what he has there.

He's staying in a place with his platoon called Chakaw which he said is pretty isolated.

They have a gym but it's pretty "gorilla" style, they sleep in hooches, they have gas generators, a little microwave, and a mini fridge. 

He then said right after that, "i like it though, it's nice to be away from home"

That doesn't seem like a great place to get away from home though.... 

He also said that there are little kids there that just stare at him, but if he pulls out a piece of candy they smile and come running and yelling to him. 

That's just a brief thing on what he said and how he's doing, i know most of you that are reading this really don't care but whatever, i have to blog about something, so it might as well be something I actually care about

Choir

Our choir class this year is off the chain
yo
Like for serio, our Christmas performance is gonna be probably amazing. 
Okay but seriously, the songs are really like you can get into them like let the beat move inside of you.
And the dance moves.........i cannot physically do because they're so fast and upbeat (at least in one song)
It's like Footloose, but real life.
The performance is like so close but like so far away, i'm kinda going brain dead just thinking about it.
It should be a really good performance and you all should go and watch me make a fool out of myself!!!!!!!!!! :)

For All You Playa Playazzzz

The Jerkish Guys (really, should be called boys for your behavior) :

You all might be surprised how much girls really know about you, you all think you're all cleaver with your little games.

You're not.

Us women (yes WOMEN, because we are far more mature/superior/smart/everything than you), we know how you little turds work.

you all like to: find some pretty girl, be like "dannnng, look at that (insert body part here)!", hit her up on facebook, text her, etc. tell her how gorgeous she is, pull a Cameron Stroud and say "i'm tryin to get to know yah" as if shes gonna be all friendly (she probably will if she thinks your hot), ask her to hang out while you're sending all these happy faces and winks and crap. 

Then if she is stupid enough to hang with you, which she usually is, you guys meet up or you pick her up or whatever, you're all on the sweet side like "wow you look cute" or in while hanging out "i'm really having a really great time" when you'd rather be playing COD or sleeping or anything else but that.

Then as time goes on, you decide, well yeah i'll ask her out because she's hot and nice and hot. so her being stupid, again, says "like oh em gee like totally yeah i'd love to<3 <3 <3 <3" 

Then you're all sweet and nice and like totally telling her you're head over heals and she totes believes you when she actually feels that way about you. 
She trusts you and like you lots and does a lot of crap for you and just totally is like liking you a lot, and you're like "yeah...babe....coool..." while you're all hiding things but totally saying you're trusting her and things are so amazing and whatever other cheap stuff you got.
then one day you're kickin' it with the homies, or on facebook, or whatever and...
BAM!!!
dannnnnngggg that chicks a lot hotter. so you hit her up and blah blah blah and the rest is history with the other girl.
Break her heart but you know, she was a good time for September, but now its October and you need the next best thing for the Fall!
oh yeah, and then you and your "homies" are all like "nah that girl before was like trashy compared to this new girl, but the other girl is still iiiitte" so you don't look stupid for getting with her.
us women know how you guys work, theres a lot more i could say, and ohhhhhh oh oh oh dont think that that's all we know is what i stated, mmm nuh uh, we know lots more, but i've already written a novel, so i'll spare you the basics ;)
don't do that shady stuff, its gonna come around and bite you in the butt someday!

Free Dress

i think its really funny how our whole school is like honey badgers when it comes to Spirit Days.
no one really cares that it's spirit day, we just wanna wear whatever we want.
kinda sucks that it has to be school colors, but whatever. i guess that's what Spirit Day is about.
yay grace..
with it being homecoming and all this week, like music of the decades or whatever, it was kinda cool.
only because you could just wear whatever you wanted and say you're someone from a long time ago and you'll pass.
like today was 90's to present, so i just wore some regular clothes and rolled with it because thats me in the present.
and one day i'll be famous.
go school spirit....

Paranormal Activity 3

Sweet Jesus (not in like a vain way) I cannot wait for this movie to come out. 
Like not even kidding, i'm like scared crapless when I see scary movies, but I love the feeling of being scared, if that makes sense. 
Whenever I see scary movies I usually go with this annoying kid, Jordan Slider. 
And if you think that I'm scared when I go and see movies, you have no idea. 
He's like holding onto my arm and hiding behind my hair, kinda pathetic if you ask me ;)
jayyykayyyy Jordan's my favorite! <3
Me and him have scary movie nights. 
Which like are really fun, but like really scary... 
duh.
i saw the commerial for Paranormal and like serio I was about to pee my pants. 
i was scared.
I wouldn't even watch the commercial by myself so I had to have Jordan skype me and watch it with me. 
Yay i'm so pathetic

Country Music

Ever since I popped out of my mother I have had a deep passion for hating country music with every fiber in me.

Except since like this past year I probably fell in love with it..

I'm probably the stoopidest person in the world to have hated that wonderful amazing fantastic lovely music.

Like I listen to it 29/7 (yes I know that's not possible, but shut up, it is) 

When I wake up, I turn on the radio in the shower and go right to 100.7.

Then I get out, go to my room, get on pandora, and listen to it.

Then all day during school I have country playing in my brain iPod.

Then I come home and play more Pandora.

Then I go to the gym, and listen to it when I work out (which may I not suggest anyone doing that because it doesn't really pump me up at all, I just stare at the hot guys when I'm working out and listen to the songs and pretend like I'm singing it to them)

Then I come home and listen to it till I fall asleep!

My ultimate favorite country singer is.....

JASON ALDEAN<33333333333

nom nom nom nom

I was supposed to see him at the Mid-State Fair, but no.. my family didn't want to, I fell into a deep depression after that (not really, but really)

THAT MEANS PLAY MORE COUNTRY MOOMJEAN.

Job$ Brooo

So... I need a job.

I've been trying to get one like since summer, but obviously failed at that.

Until today!

.....maybe.

My step brother works at Apple, and he said that he could probably get me a job there if I just send him a resume (thanks for making us do that resume thing Gibson)

So I'm like really hoping I have some luck there since every single other place in Camarillo that is hiring hates my guts and hasn't called me for an interview even after I've gone in all of them and bugged the crap outta them.

I feel like I would screw Apple up though.

Like seriously? Me? Actually knowing something and having to talk to other people and tell them about a computer or something and convincing them to buy it?

What a joke.

But if you're gonna pay me to do that, then, I mean, you'll be sold out of all the things you have in a matter of 5 minutes of me working there ;)

License

I'm 17 and about a 1/2 years of age and my pathetic being doesn't have a license yet.

....but it's on the way!

The day I have been waiting for my whole entire life, October 10th.

Like, all my friends have their licenses and a car and I'm that pathetic annoying girl that is always asking for rides home or to school or anywhere.

If I was those people, I would just laugh.....

And then say no.

But now, dun dun dun, i'll be my own independent woman! 

muahahaha.

you know i'm funny, it's alright. i already know it. 

Afghanistan

Last week my best friend got deployed to Afghanistan.
His name is Matt, he's 19 and he's a Marine in infantry.
I've been friends with him for about 3 years now, so it's kinda different to watch him go.
He's told me absolutely everything about him and now, it's at the point where no matter how disturbing or sad or whatever somethings are, he tells me just so he can get it off his chest or just needed someone to talk to.
I've talked to him about everything, and don't feel weird telling him anything because I know that he won't think of me any differently.
We're just a whole different level of close I guess you could say.
He will be in Afghanistan for 7 months, he comes back just in time for my 18th birthday and to come see me graduate, which I am very grateful and excited for.
I saw him the night before he left, it was weird to think that I am saying goodbye to him for 7 months, I didn't really think that it was real.
I've already written him and his other friends he got deployed with some letters.
Matt says that he is expecting me to write him a letter everyday, which i already haven't been good about.
Now I'm just waiting for letters from him...
Prayers for him would be much appreciated!

Blogging

This whole concept of blogging does not really excite me.... Sorry Moomjean.

That means that i'm not gonna really have one kind of theme throughout this blogging time. Simply, i'll put a blog up, and it will be about whatever i want it to be, so don't be a jerk. 

Anyway, our class just got back from Senior Retreat.

To be 18572985%  honest, i was dreading this whole trip because i'm not really a person to be all happy around the same people for like 3 days without a break. 

The whole like first day we got there and the whole second day, i was about to just get up and walk home. 

I started to enjoy the retreat when we received our encouragement letters.

Then everyone cried and got all mushy gooshy and was like hugging, and i dont like hugging, so it was weird. 

I stood up when everyone was saying their speeches about how they love everyone and i just got up and ended some crap between some people i had some "differences" with.

But now everyone is all good and happy and bonded and yeah. 

Yay senior retreat, i love you guys.... kinda ;)