License

I'm 17 and about a 1/2 years of age and my pathetic being doesn't have a license yet.

....but it's on the way!

The day I have been waiting for my whole entire life, October 10th.

Like, all my friends have their licenses and a car and I'm that pathetic annoying girl that is always asking for rides home or to school or anywhere.

If I was those people, I would just laugh.....

And then say no.

But now, dun dun dun, i'll be my own independent woman! 

muahahaha.

you know i'm funny, it's alright. i already know it. 

Afghanistan

Last week my best friend got deployed to Afghanistan.
His name is Matt, he's 19 and he's a Marine in infantry.
I've been friends with him for about 3 years now, so it's kinda different to watch him go.
He's told me absolutely everything about him and now, it's at the point where no matter how disturbing or sad or whatever somethings are, he tells me just so he can get it off his chest or just needed someone to talk to.
I've talked to him about everything, and don't feel weird telling him anything because I know that he won't think of me any differently.
We're just a whole different level of close I guess you could say.
He will be in Afghanistan for 7 months, he comes back just in time for my 18th birthday and to come see me graduate, which I am very grateful and excited for.
I saw him the night before he left, it was weird to think that I am saying goodbye to him for 7 months, I didn't really think that it was real.
I've already written him and his other friends he got deployed with some letters.
Matt says that he is expecting me to write him a letter everyday, which i already haven't been good about.
Now I'm just waiting for letters from him...
Prayers for him would be much appreciated!

Blogging

This whole concept of blogging does not really excite me.... Sorry Moomjean.

That means that i'm not gonna really have one kind of theme throughout this blogging time. Simply, i'll put a blog up, and it will be about whatever i want it to be, so don't be a jerk. 

Anyway, our class just got back from Senior Retreat.

To be 18572985%  honest, i was dreading this whole trip because i'm not really a person to be all happy around the same people for like 3 days without a break. 

The whole like first day we got there and the whole second day, i was about to just get up and walk home. 

I started to enjoy the retreat when we received our encouragement letters.

Then everyone cried and got all mushy gooshy and was like hugging, and i dont like hugging, so it was weird. 

I stood up when everyone was saying their speeches about how they love everyone and i just got up and ended some crap between some people i had some "differences" with.

But now everyone is all good and happy and bonded and yeah. 

Yay senior retreat, i love you guys.... kinda ;)